Thanks Nikki and Kaitlin for helping me see things a little differently. I feel like you saved my relationship with Casey. Nikki and I are going shopping tomorrow. I'm buying pants. I'm taking pictures. I'm smiling and having a good time no matter what. It sucks that I have to wait, but after thinking about "love" and what I think about the subject. I expected her to wait for me, and me not have to wait for anything kinda. Now it seems a little more fair. I don't feel like I'm losing Casey at all. I feel more like she'd support me no matter what I decided to do, and I would do the same. BUT damn it Nikki you better go get married, because I'm gonna feel really bad if your single and I'm not, lol.
Top 50 Good and Bad Memories of
2005
1. Switching the positive and negitive battery terminals in my car around.
2. Trusting my parents with my poetry.
3. Falling in love with movie stars who don't know me.
4. Having ANYTHING to do with Melissa.
5. Not going to prom.
6. Snorting jalapeno cheez-its
7. Snorting paprika.
8. Huffing Air Duster.
9. Hitchhiking with strange men.
10. Drinking on joeys roof with a fake M-16 in my hand when the cops came.
11. Getting sick so much.
12. Cheating on a girl (I love) for the first time ever.
13. Not going to clubs more often.
14. Wiping boogers on the cat.
15. Not sleeping for 6 weeks in basic training.
16. Eating a bowl of cereal full of ants. (twice)
17. Falling off the side of dollar general cause my friends plane was on the roof.
18. Stealing AOL cd's.
19. Buying to much stuff.
20. Getting Casey back.
21. Becoming an Emo Kid.
22. Maturing and growing up.
23. Getting everything I asked for for christmas.
24. Eating to many altoids.
25. Getting my first cell phone bill.
26. Touching an F-15.
27. Joining the military.
28. Taking wasteful pictures. (three times)
29. Trying to fly off my roof.
30. Staring at the sun contests.
31. Getting a new guitar.
32. Teasing Casey.
33. Having to shave every day.
34. Running my ass off.
35. Doing pushups with my little brother sitting on my back.
36. Coming home.
37. Graduation. (twice)
38. Getting some awesome new shoes. (twice)
39. Surprising my mom with a bday party.
40. Having my own parties.
41. Playing with a puppy.
42. Shooting a real M-16.
43. Wearing a gas mask.
44. Wearing my new uniform.
45. Stealing dad's car to visit Nikki.
46. Drinking in front of a sergeant.
47. XBOX 360 release lines.
48. Playing with Chase.
49. Missing Travis.
50. Wrighting My personal tops 50 good and bad memories of 2005.