There's a lack of color here....
I feel kind of....idk i cant really put it into words right now.
I'm fine.
I'm doing well. Works going alright, i'm hittin' gym three times a week, haha confident...maybe over-confident hahaha and I've been able to hang out with my friends alot more.
I'm getting my new apartment in 2 weeks, cant wait to be in Amherst. I'll get to see Shannie and Krista and the Umass gang so much now.
I'm turning 21 September 7th. Gonna be able to be a normal and young partying american kid.
been enjoying the single life, definitely not out there looking for a relationship right now heh, just kinda going with the flow. whatever happens, happens.
There's still this....idk kind of empty feeling. Dont get me wrong, i have the greatest friends in the world. I'd go to hell n back for you guys and i know you always have my back no matter what. It just seems like sometimes i'll be kinda down and just feel...idk out of it. seperated.
i just wanna be able to talk to someone and kind of be reassured and also be there to let them know its gonna be okay i guess? of what to be reassured about i have no idea lol....
like i said its not like Evan or Michelle or any of you guys arent enough, believe me you guys are more than enough and anyone would be blessed to have you in there corner....it's just....
as much as i like being single right now, part of me still misses the companionship of having a girlfriend.
call me emo, or what have you, but thats just the way i feel.
i miss laying in bed at night, turning over to see a girl looking right back at you....and just understanding everything that's going on in eachother's head without even saying a word.
that's all i have to say for now i guess. lookin' forward to seeing how you guys feel on the subject, or if you feel kinda similiar? heh. im guessing im not alone on this one?
That short haired, brown eyed goofy kid you all know and love,
Chris
I'm fine.
I'm doing well. Works going alright, i'm hittin' gym three times a week, haha confident...maybe over-confident hahaha and I've been able to hang out with my friends alot more.
I'm getting my new apartment in 2 weeks, cant wait to be in Amherst. I'll get to see Shannie and Krista and the Umass gang so much now.
I'm turning 21 September 7th. Gonna be able to be a normal and young partying american kid.
been enjoying the single life, definitely not out there looking for a relationship right now heh, just kinda going with the flow. whatever happens, happens.
There's still this....idk kind of empty feeling. Dont get me wrong, i have the greatest friends in the world. I'd go to hell n back for you guys and i know you always have my back no matter what. It just seems like sometimes i'll be kinda down and just feel...idk out of it. seperated.
i just wanna be able to talk to someone and kind of be reassured and also be there to let them know its gonna be okay i guess? of what to be reassured about i have no idea lol....
like i said its not like Evan or Michelle or any of you guys arent enough, believe me you guys are more than enough and anyone would be blessed to have you in there corner....it's just....
as much as i like being single right now, part of me still misses the companionship of having a girlfriend.
call me emo, or what have you, but thats just the way i feel.
i miss laying in bed at night, turning over to see a girl looking right back at you....and just understanding everything that's going on in eachother's head without even saying a word.
that's all i have to say for now i guess. lookin' forward to seeing how you guys feel on the subject, or if you feel kinda similiar? heh. im guessing im not alone on this one?
That short haired, brown eyed goofy kid you all know and love,
Chris