And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards will go to you.
What do you do if you think your girlfriend has cheated on you? Do you confront her? I mean if you have no real evidence but just...that feeling....do you risk everything? There have been tell tale signs, and as far as REAL evidence goes there have been some things that i shouldnt have seen...
The problem is I dont even know what I would do if its true. Leave her? I dont even know if thats possible for me. We're so deep into this that It wouldnt feel right to leave. But how would I go about forgiving infidelity if it is true? We've been having some problems lately. We'll both fly off the handle at eachother, tell eachother we're confused or annoyed about things....and than come back and apologize....although i'm usually the one that's chasing. Either that or she waits until the next morning and acts like nothing is wrong and trys to be all cute and cuddly with me. That is until another arguement. When we have fun together its awesome. When things are good they're great, but when they're bad....its Really bad.
She flaunts guys around me half the time just to make me jealous. It drives me nuts, and i've told her this, but she doesnt care i guess. She absolutely HATES when girls are around me so i try to keep it down, or not tell her about every little whatever that decides to flirt with me a little, is it so hard for her to do the same?
I can't trust her when she's out partying with her friends because stupid shit always happens. She cheated on her last boyfriend and i know she's cheated sometime before that. She swears that "i'm different and she'd never do that to me, or that she'd tell or break up with me before something like that happened" But i'm jsut slowly wearing down. It's coming to the point where I dont want to run back and chase after everytime she or I get pissed off to the point of screaming and walking away. Then after all the argueing she pulls me back in by acting all cute or saying that "thinking about a life without me and losing me would be too hard and she never wants to risk losing me..."
I just have this feeling that i'm being lied to in one form or another, and its tearing me apart.
I heard about your trip.
I heard about your souvenirs.
I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights,
and the cool guys that you spent them with.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
Don't you see, don't you see,
that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you.
So kiss me hard
'cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips will be of service
to keeping you away.
I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of that from you.
I guess I should have heard of that from you.
Don't you see, don't you see,
that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you.
So kiss me hard
'cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that screams of other people's lips will be of service
to keeping you away, to keeping you away.
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.
Ignoring the phone, I'd rather say nothing.
I'd rather you'd never heard my voice.
You're calling too late
too late to be gracious
and you do not warrant long good-byes.
You're calling too late
You're calling too late
You're calling too late.
The problem is I dont even know what I would do if its true. Leave her? I dont even know if thats possible for me. We're so deep into this that It wouldnt feel right to leave. But how would I go about forgiving infidelity if it is true? We've been having some problems lately. We'll both fly off the handle at eachother, tell eachother we're confused or annoyed about things....and than come back and apologize....although i'm usually the one that's chasing. Either that or she waits until the next morning and acts like nothing is wrong and trys to be all cute and cuddly with me. That is until another arguement. When we have fun together its awesome. When things are good they're great, but when they're bad....its Really bad.
She flaunts guys around me half the time just to make me jealous. It drives me nuts, and i've told her this, but she doesnt care i guess. She absolutely HATES when girls are around me so i try to keep it down, or not tell her about every little whatever that decides to flirt with me a little, is it so hard for her to do the same?
I can't trust her when she's out partying with her friends because stupid shit always happens. She cheated on her last boyfriend and i know she's cheated sometime before that. She swears that "i'm different and she'd never do that to me, or that she'd tell or break up with me before something like that happened" But i'm jsut slowly wearing down. It's coming to the point where I dont want to run back and chase after everytime she or I get pissed off to the point of screaming and walking away. Then after all the argueing she pulls me back in by acting all cute or saying that "thinking about a life without me and losing me would be too hard and she never wants to risk losing me..."
I just have this feeling that i'm being lied to in one form or another, and its tearing me apart.
I heard about your trip.
I heard about your souvenirs.
I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights,
and the cool guys that you spent them with.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
Don't you see, don't you see,
that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you.
So kiss me hard
'cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips will be of service
to keeping you away.
I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of that from you.
I guess I should have heard of that from you.
Don't you see, don't you see,
that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you.
So kiss me hard
'cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that screams of other people's lips will be of service
to keeping you away, to keeping you away.
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.
Ignoring the phone, I'd rather say nothing.
I'd rather you'd never heard my voice.
You're calling too late
too late to be gracious
and you do not warrant long good-byes.
You're calling too late
You're calling too late
You're calling too late.