When Will They Learn

Apr 07, 2008 09:05

Found out yesterday that I couldn't come to my grandmother's house for the summer. I wanted to scream and shout. Mostly because, I don't want to be at home and I don't want to go to theropy. I wish I could shout out all my feelings to the sky and end it all.

When my aunt told me that I was crazy, I wanted to tell her that she was crazy but I got scared. Alot of people call me emo and tell me that I need GOD. But you know something... I think that they are the true ones to need GOD, not me.

A few days ago, I got seriously mad and cut myself. I didn't want anyone to know, so I got my black arm sleve glove and covered them.  I went to school and went to my teacher because I knew that I couldn't keep it on. The counselor automaticly knew what I had done. I didn't even have a chance to lie about it. All she did was call my aunt and I thought I was in deep shit.

I waited for a while untill they came up with an idea. They set me up with an appointment to a theropist. I wanted to tell them that I didn't need a theropist and I would be ok, but no one ever listens to me! 
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