Somehow I know It'll be Alright
I find myself missing my family sometimes. My dad, sisters, brother and my old dog. I can't help but to think about them sometimes, then everyone thinks I'm depressed, and tries to ask me a whole bunch of questions. What do you do when you aren't allowed to see your siblings? I miss them so much that I'd do anything just to spend the day with them. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever see them again. I'm moving in april and I know that I wont ever get to see them when I'm gone. I might be going to germany. I love the fact that the army lets me travel with my new family, but what if something happens to my dad or something. I wont know. I'm worried about the circumstances that come with leaving the states. Will i ever get to come back. What if I can't learn a new launguage. What will happen to me? I can't help but to wonder if I'll get to see my friends or family anymore. I'm really scared that as soon as I leave something is going to happen to my dad brother or sister. I dont know what to think anymore. If only someone would tell me the solution that i'm looking for then everything would be solved.