Stream of though/ Vaginas are weird
This is a random stream of thought kinda thing:
I don't feel sober
Last night sucked
How come my haircut sux?
Brandi got her nipples pierced.
I'm so thirsty.
Apparently dying of thirst is not so bad.
I can't stay home over the summer.
I can't go home ever again.
Eww Brandi coughed on me...
I hate my life.
I am so sexually frustrated
I need to get some things taken care of:
1) Paying Brandi back ($209)
2) Paying Eliazar back ($25)
3) Paying Xander back ($39)
4) Paying Chase Bank back ($72)
5) Paying the NYPL back ($55)
I need to pay the library back
because they already reported me to the credit union
I need to pay ppl back cuz i don't wanna hear their mouths anymore
I need to pay Chase back cuz I'd like a bank account
I need to do my Lit Hum paper bcuz I'd like to pass that class
I need to do my Japanese makeup hw cuz I'd like to pass that class
I need to probably make up Astronomy problem sets cuz (ditto)
I need to start studying for my finals cuz (ditto)
I feel bad for not telling Genevieve about the NYU party and she's upset
I need to get my computer fixed.
I feel like I'm getting rele desperate (ew i know)
I'm tired but sleep won't help this time
i feel real real real ugly (but don't rele care)
I am trying to stop biting my nails (nail biters anonymous)
Hookah.
I hate my life.
I really don't like my hair.
I kinda don't like my situation.
I'm okay with right now.
I'm fine with tomorrow.
I can't wait till next semester.
I love clean slates.
Except you're no one again.
Advanced lip therapy.
And just when I thought my skin was getting better
I feel a zit come on.
I feel a lot like the weather.
I 've been trying to not give
a fuck about the things
that bother me
but I realize
in doing
that
I
am
kinda
looking
at life as though
it were through a window
Kinda disembodied maybe.
Separated.
Useless.
Worthless possibly.
Maybe she's right
and my hormones are out of whack.
Maybe this'll work for now:
Finish my paper and Japanese hw
Get a tall glass of water
and masturbate
Yeah
.
I don't feel sober
Last night sucked
How come my haircut sux?
Brandi got her nipples pierced.
I'm so thirsty.
Apparently dying of thirst is not so bad.
I can't stay home over the summer.
I can't go home ever again.
Eww Brandi coughed on me...
I hate my life.
I am so sexually frustrated
I need to get some things taken care of:
1) Paying Brandi back ($209)
2) Paying Eliazar back ($25)
3) Paying Xander back ($39)
4) Paying Chase Bank back ($72)
5) Paying the NYPL back ($55)
I need to pay the library back
because they already reported me to the credit union
I need to pay ppl back cuz i don't wanna hear their mouths anymore
I need to pay Chase back cuz I'd like a bank account
I need to do my Lit Hum paper bcuz I'd like to pass that class
I need to do my Japanese makeup hw cuz I'd like to pass that class
I need to probably make up Astronomy problem sets cuz (ditto)
I need to start studying for my finals cuz (ditto)
I feel bad for not telling Genevieve about the NYU party and she's upset
I need to get my computer fixed.
I feel like I'm getting rele desperate (ew i know)
I'm tired but sleep won't help this time
i feel real real real ugly (but don't rele care)
I am trying to stop biting my nails (nail biters anonymous)
Hookah.
I hate my life.
I really don't like my hair.
I kinda don't like my situation.
I'm okay with right now.
I'm fine with tomorrow.
I can't wait till next semester.
I love clean slates.
Except you're no one again.
Advanced lip therapy.
And just when I thought my skin was getting better
I feel a zit come on.
I feel a lot like the weather.
I 've been trying to not give
a fuck about the things
that bother me
but I realize
in doing
that
I
am
kinda
looking
at life as though
it were through a window
Kinda disembodied maybe.
Separated.
Useless.
Worthless possibly.
Maybe she's right
and my hormones are out of whack.
Maybe this'll work for now:
Finish my paper and Japanese hw
Get a tall glass of water
and masturbate
Yeah
.