Ikinakutai keredo....ikitai 'n da...
Recent Events:
Seeing Christina and chillin with her
(haven't seen her since last april)
Burberry Brit for men
Turning heads and in some cases
complete bodies with my amazing outfit
-"Fabulous!"
-"Lookin shnazzy!"
-"Oooh...someone's lookin good today..."
-"Wow...I wish I were hungry...cuz I'd eat you ALL up"
For once I felt really hot.
The lights on the table at McDonald's on 42nd
Goin to Detention on thursday and
hookin up with a girl within 10 min of being there,
applauding xander for getting a RELE hot guy to dance
with him, and then having that guy forget who
xander was with one wink, and having the DJ hate my guts
for hooking up with the apple of his eye.
I apologized.
Not for the comments I made behind his back.
Nick rearrangeing the room (no more bunk beds)
My first pack of Djarum Specials
Waiting for the 1/9 at 96th and
having it derail and blow up in Nick and my face,
running out of the train station with about
70 more ppl and freaking the fuck out.
Smoking SO Much POT out of Brandi's hooka
and buying for the first time.
Writing down the secrets of life
and leaving them in Kevin's room.
Little Miss Weak Stomach smoking so much
that she promptly throws up on my carpet
while simultaneously pissing on herself,
then repeating that for a half hour in the girls'
bathroom with me accompanying her and
some random girl who decides to brush her teeth
and relieve herself in the stall next to us.
and last but not least,
being anally deflowered.
Yeah.
So let's fill everyone in on ray's life recently
This cute (but very suspicious) guy sergio has been
taking me clubbing a lot lately and subtley flirting with me
but in a very vague way...
I don't rele like him that much...
He's very....I speak english as a second language-ish
and not very direct
and only calls me to go to parties with him
and gets freaked out when we're not talking on the phone alone.
So
Um
....eh....
I have also been having frequent sex with one
of my friends who shall rename mainless :-)
So I've finally become one of those assholes
who can have unattached sex.
I'm not gonna complain but I still want more
and not from either one of them (no offense, though).
I'm at home and for the first time I kinda like it.
I feel like I'm gonna get a good night's sleep tonight.
I feel like...
I dunno.
Like maybe my family misses me.
Avalon tomorrow night.
More gay boys to hook up with.
More lessons to learn.
More trains to derail.
Am I somewhere in the corners of your mind?
Seeing Christina and chillin with her
(haven't seen her since last april)
Burberry Brit for men
Turning heads and in some cases
complete bodies with my amazing outfit
-"Fabulous!"
-"Lookin shnazzy!"
-"Oooh...someone's lookin good today..."
-"Wow...I wish I were hungry...cuz I'd eat you ALL up"
For once I felt really hot.
The lights on the table at McDonald's on 42nd
Goin to Detention on thursday and
hookin up with a girl within 10 min of being there,
applauding xander for getting a RELE hot guy to dance
with him, and then having that guy forget who
xander was with one wink, and having the DJ hate my guts
for hooking up with the apple of his eye.
I apologized.
Not for the comments I made behind his back.
Nick rearrangeing the room (no more bunk beds)
My first pack of Djarum Specials
Waiting for the 1/9 at 96th and
having it derail and blow up in Nick and my face,
running out of the train station with about
70 more ppl and freaking the fuck out.
Smoking SO Much POT out of Brandi's hooka
and buying for the first time.
Writing down the secrets of life
and leaving them in Kevin's room.
Little Miss Weak Stomach smoking so much
that she promptly throws up on my carpet
while simultaneously pissing on herself,
then repeating that for a half hour in the girls'
bathroom with me accompanying her and
some random girl who decides to brush her teeth
and relieve herself in the stall next to us.
and last but not least,
being anally deflowered.
Yeah.
So let's fill everyone in on ray's life recently
This cute (but very suspicious) guy sergio has been
taking me clubbing a lot lately and subtley flirting with me
but in a very vague way...
I don't rele like him that much...
He's very....I speak english as a second language-ish
and not very direct
and only calls me to go to parties with him
and gets freaked out when we're not talking on the phone alone.
So
Um
....eh....
I have also been having frequent sex with one
of my friends who shall rename mainless :-)
So I've finally become one of those assholes
who can have unattached sex.
I'm not gonna complain but I still want more
and not from either one of them (no offense, though).
I'm at home and for the first time I kinda like it.
I feel like I'm gonna get a good night's sleep tonight.
I feel like...
I dunno.
Like maybe my family misses me.
Avalon tomorrow night.
More gay boys to hook up with.
More lessons to learn.
More trains to derail.
Am I somewhere in the corners of your mind?