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On Wensday we went to the Salvation army and I got this really pretty mirror, comb and brush set. It had a nice design on it, but it also had SKULLS on it! Awesome, aye? Then we drove abotu a bit, and dad got me something at Star Bucks. I was bein ga bitch since I didn't want to come out of the car. I always have an attitude with them. It's not good. And I just realized the reason why I've been having thoughts of death, with me, anyway. I wish I would die and let my parents have a new child. They deserve WAY better.... But I think it's the guilt I feel from that, that's making me feel this way.
Yesterday not much happened. But we almost got into 2 car accidents....
I got my two Cd's today. Both Darren Hayes. And dad hit me. I got an attitude wiht him, and practically yelled at him, since he wanted me off of their computer, and I just got on, and I todl him I didn't want him on mine, and I'm barely on theres and I wouldn't take long. He said he hated the I talk to him and hit my arm, near the shoulder blade. HE hit me hard enough for me to feel it. It did hurt, and stayed a little after the hit. I deserved it though. I finally joined Curves today. Will start it on Monday. And I REALLY don't feel ready for the exit exam... I'm so going to fail the math one... AGAIN......
On Wensday we went to the Salvation army and I got this really pretty mirror, comb and brush set. It had a nice design on it, but it also had SKULLS on it! Awesome, aye? Then we drove abotu a bit, and dad got me something at Star Bucks. I was bein ga bitch since I didn't want to come out of the car. I always have an attitude with them. It's not good. And I just realized the reason why I've been having thoughts of death, with me, anyway. I wish I would die and let my parents have a new child. They deserve WAY better.... But I think it's the guilt I feel from that, that's making me feel this way.
Yesterday not much happened. But we almost got into 2 car accidents....
I got my two Cd's today. Both Darren Hayes. And dad hit me. I got an attitude wiht him, and practically yelled at him, since he wanted me off of their computer, and I just got on, and I todl him I didn't want him on mine, and I'm barely on theres and I wouldn't take long. He said he hated the I talk to him and hit my arm, near the shoulder blade. HE hit me hard enough for me to feel it. It did hurt, and stayed a little after the hit. I deserved it though. I finally joined Curves today. Will start it on Monday. And I REALLY don't feel ready for the exit exam... I'm so going to fail the math one... AGAIN......