my last post

Aug 01, 2005 12:19

ive decided this will be my last post i write in here, i have decided to end my life once and for all. i broke open the box of razors from home depot last night. the first slice reminded me of all the happy times in my life and i realized maybe death wont be that bad. im rubbing my fingers on the scabs right now. i cannot wait to reopen the wounds and watch my crimson blood spill onto the carpet, WHO WILL HAVE THE LAST LAUGH NOW DAD!!! oh my god i hate my life. how many razors will it take to cut deep enough, 1 is all i need. 1 little piece of metal has enough power to end my torment. so this is my final good bye. good bye all the friends i never had, good bye all the girls i never told i liked, good bye mom and dad even though i doubt my parents will care. well that is it i have said my good byes, now it is time to go rest in eternal peace, forever.
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