my problems
since sept 9th 2005 me an my babe are offcially together.. everyone said that i been together with her since month ago.. but things are more complicated then anyone thinks...
so yesterday she ignored my called an txt all day... well from 12 till 5ish...she said she missed "HIM" .. she said she is mad at her self cuz its been like 2 month but she still cant forget " HIM" and she likes me at same time..... she didnt pick up ma call cuz she didnt wanted to hurt me... i tell her " i rather have u tell me .. and try to solve it...then just not talk about it..."
lyfe is great... i hate feelings...wish i have control over emotions... things like this shouldnt bother me... i should just be careless and move on...but i love my baby :(
liquid wuts ppl call tear run down on my heart... cant cry outside cuz i don want her to suffer more... i want to be with her... i want her to love me... but i want her to be happy and if it takes for me to dissapear in to thin air for her to be happy then i shall do so...afterall my hand only makes fist.. fist only cause destruction.. i was never meant to love...
she made me feel like i could love... and i did. but now my love is causin her to be sad. i need to stop... i don know wut to do anymore...im skerd....