get up! get up!
listening to franz ferdinand makes me want to dance in my chair.
i have felt so unmotivated and tired this week. it must be time for school to start again. i just want to sit on my couch and watch tv and be really lazy. but i have so much stuff to do...i need to ease into it. i also need to do stellar. oh the pressure!
this past weekend was a lot of fun. saturday was the return to crews and tango with kerry, jenny and tats. we got unbelievably drunk, i must say. so drunk that i spent the hour long wait in line flirting with a boy, ran into my satire ta from last year who i loved to death and gabbed with, told her friend he was hot and needed to just "fucking dance with me" and most embarrassingly, i made out with some 42 year old man. i don't really know what happened, but as it happened i kind of realized what happened and now am very embarrassed. oh, the things drunken nights at that bar do.
i saw raymond on sunday for the first time since school started. he's going through a tough time, and i feel so bad for him. my heart truly goes out to him.
as for the boys of my life. well i think i've moved on. i think i value both of their friendships too much, and that's all i want. especially with mike because we are really developing into something really nice. at this moment i sincerely do not want a relationship. i like where things are going. i wouldn't pass up a relationship but i am happy with my friends and whoever comes through. maybe the new year has given me some new wisdon.
hmmmm...
i have felt so unmotivated and tired this week. it must be time for school to start again. i just want to sit on my couch and watch tv and be really lazy. but i have so much stuff to do...i need to ease into it. i also need to do stellar. oh the pressure!
this past weekend was a lot of fun. saturday was the return to crews and tango with kerry, jenny and tats. we got unbelievably drunk, i must say. so drunk that i spent the hour long wait in line flirting with a boy, ran into my satire ta from last year who i loved to death and gabbed with, told her friend he was hot and needed to just "fucking dance with me" and most embarrassingly, i made out with some 42 year old man. i don't really know what happened, but as it happened i kind of realized what happened and now am very embarrassed. oh, the things drunken nights at that bar do.
i saw raymond on sunday for the first time since school started. he's going through a tough time, and i feel so bad for him. my heart truly goes out to him.
as for the boys of my life. well i think i've moved on. i think i value both of their friendships too much, and that's all i want. especially with mike because we are really developing into something really nice. at this moment i sincerely do not want a relationship. i like where things are going. i wouldn't pass up a relationship but i am happy with my friends and whoever comes through. maybe the new year has given me some new wisdon.
hmmmm...