I am SICK and TIRED OF THIS SHIT!!!!!!
Tonight's been a real eye-opener! As bad as it sounds, I don't think I'll ever speak to my brother again in my life. He has issues which cause a manner which I realize he can't control, but I just can't be around his shit anymore. I wish him the best in his life and I hope he finds happiness and lives a comfortable life; however, I REFUSE to be a part of it. The things he has done and the things he has said (not just to and about "me") are just too much. I'm just done.
Like I say: He can't control what he is and its not his fault that he is what he is, because there were issues that caused these when he was younger. Keeping all this in mind, I don't blame him for anything, but I WON'T be around it anymore. He's not my brother. He's never wanted to be my brother. He's only acted like he was my brother when it benefited him. I'm through with it.
Sorry to rant like this, but I had to let off my steam in some manner. I know people rant and rave about stuff like this and forget it, but this is no joke and I mean ALL that I say.
I've tried....Lord knows I've tried.
Like I say: He can't control what he is and its not his fault that he is what he is, because there were issues that caused these when he was younger. Keeping all this in mind, I don't blame him for anything, but I WON'T be around it anymore. He's not my brother. He's never wanted to be my brother. He's only acted like he was my brother when it benefited him. I'm through with it.
Sorry to rant like this, but I had to let off my steam in some manner. I know people rant and rave about stuff like this and forget it, but this is no joke and I mean ALL that I say.
I've tried....Lord knows I've tried.