*// it's not a lie if you believe it..
wow. i'm so stupid. i can't believe what i did last night. he knows. i hate myself sometimes. like now. there's a pool party on friday. i was invited. i'm going. wow. this is going to suck. i love the person throwing it, but.. i hate myself. doesn't make sense. it shouldn't. i feel like crying. meh. i'll get over it. kiwibox isn't working. damnit. <|3 i hate you.