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umm. yea. im bored.
katie was right.
but. i still didnt want to go to Impact.
thats not my crowd. its not me.
_______
so. anyways...
my days are blending together.
my sanity is slowly slipping.
my heart pouring out to the ones that i cant have.
my time spent in letters typed on the keyboard.
i want things to be like they were towards the end of 9th grade.
i had someone.
i had sabrina.
i had a life. or. all the life i could ever want.
its like torture.
knowing that her house is there. but. i can go and chill.
release my angst in the form of short burst of running around the back yard, or climbing a tree. or. booty dancing to "The Little Mermaid"
its funny how one thing changed,
and. my whole life crashed down...
Oh well.. I never really was good at Janga anyways..
i guess now i have to pick up the pieces, restack them, and play again.
katie was right.
but. i still didnt want to go to Impact.
thats not my crowd. its not me.
_______
so. anyways...
my days are blending together.
my sanity is slowly slipping.
my heart pouring out to the ones that i cant have.
my time spent in letters typed on the keyboard.
i want things to be like they were towards the end of 9th grade.
i had someone.
i had sabrina.
i had a life. or. all the life i could ever want.
its like torture.
knowing that her house is there. but. i can go and chill.
release my angst in the form of short burst of running around the back yard, or climbing a tree. or. booty dancing to "The Little Mermaid"
its funny how one thing changed,
and. my whole life crashed down...
Oh well.. I never really was good at Janga anyways..
i guess now i have to pick up the pieces, restack them, and play again.