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So, I'm writing on here it must be girl related? If you thought that you'd be correct.
Why is nothing so simple in life? My life has been turned upside down, and I feel my friends aren't a part of life anymore. I work work work, maybe I should work harder? I try and please everyone yet I succeed in pleasing no one.
I feel so empty at times. Like is this how my life will be forever? Am I doomed to replay my fathers role in this family?
I met this amazing girl, I think she is amazing. Things have just gone so fast. In my had and in reality. Its scary, thing is is it the same as every other time? It's been so long I've forgotten myself how it feels. I'm scared she won't like me, its at the time where I'm being me more and more.
I hate the idea of people having a past, especially her. So many unknowns.
The question is am I just a rebound? A need to be attatched for her? I have doubts but where do they stem from? Is it all in my head?
I want things to go nice, to be happy. I just don't beleive it will.
A horrible feeling in the pit of my stomich. It won't subside.
I'll be back tomorrow I guess.
Why is nothing so simple in life? My life has been turned upside down, and I feel my friends aren't a part of life anymore. I work work work, maybe I should work harder? I try and please everyone yet I succeed in pleasing no one.
I feel so empty at times. Like is this how my life will be forever? Am I doomed to replay my fathers role in this family?
I met this amazing girl, I think she is amazing. Things have just gone so fast. In my had and in reality. Its scary, thing is is it the same as every other time? It's been so long I've forgotten myself how it feels. I'm scared she won't like me, its at the time where I'm being me more and more.
I hate the idea of people having a past, especially her. So many unknowns.
The question is am I just a rebound? A need to be attatched for her? I have doubts but where do they stem from? Is it all in my head?
I want things to go nice, to be happy. I just don't beleive it will.
A horrible feeling in the pit of my stomich. It won't subside.
I'll be back tomorrow I guess.