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Well im a cock, for fuck sake. I just destroyeveryhting and anything:( I just upset people and I never mean to I just do. Its ridiculous. I never tell or tlak against my mum yet last ngih I went off on one because she was annoyed i'd been drinking. Why did I do that? I was just a knob prolly to eveyone andI do't know what I'm doing naymore. I'm gonna stay in this week and just get myself sorted, I need a job really untill I either get an apprenticeshp or sort something out. I wish I knew what to do and or I could make my mind up and stick to it or beleive in my choice. I think I might fuck my phone off also and just try and keep low key for a bit.