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I have not posted in a while… And during the down time a lot has happened. I finally got my Drivers License. It took two attempts but never the less I have it now. Gas prices are becoming a reality very quickly. Damn, I wish those Middle Eastern bastards would share some of their god damn oil.
I went to see Death Cab For Cutie, Ben Kweller and Pedro the Loin with my boss Jessica. That show rocked on so many levels. I got to meet all the bands but Pedro the Lion. I was not really disappointed though. I did not really like them all that much. Ben Kweller fucking owned. He came out playing “Ice Ice Baby”. That had to be some of the funniest shit I have ever seen. Among other cover he played two Garth Brooks songs. So naturally I was stoked. He played “Friends in Low Places” and “Rodeo” (my favorite song as a child). But the best was Death Cab. Their show was so good. I was able to push my way right up in from of Ben Gibber so again…I was stoked!
During morning practice yesterday I FINALY got my toss to hands. They said I actually got it rather fast compared to Matt who got his half way into Basketball season. And I got mine before Football even started. After practice I had a very interesting talk with Melanie. About a lot of different thing. Mostly just problems of one of our friends. We somehow began to talk about Lindsey, and for those of you that know… There can only be two ways that this can even go. But the news to my surprise was good. She said that Lindsey still had feeling for me and wants to become acquainted again. She had been on my mind a lot recently for some reason. We have been talking on the phone a lot and what not…So who know. I thought about asking her if she wanted to go out this weekend…But I am still hesitant to the thought. But who knows, maybe this is a good idea and I should go for it…Only time will tell. This girl has done so much to me mentally and still I harbor all these feelings for her. She was the first girl that I can actually say I love and the same for me. But here is the 100,000,000 million dollar question…Why did she do that to me? I guess I will never know. I am going to go and try to call her now…Maybe get a rousing conversation out of her and her heart breaking tactics… G’day all…
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-Kevin
I knew that it was too good to be true....