Can't Rain All The Time

[emo_loser_girl]

And I guess it doesn't. It stopped raining, so I'm gonna rant some more. I was gonna go to SYATP (See You At The Pole) this morning, but I didn't wake up until like 6:30 and I had to shower and get ready, so by the time i got to school it was 7:15 and I had to go to my locker and get my crap for French. Needless to say, second year in a row I've missed it. DANG IT! Last year I was a freshman and I uhh... (embarrassing, VERY embarrassing) I couldn't find our flagpole because I'm blind and retarded appaerently. >< It was embarrassing. I went in 7th and 8th grade, after I got all religious and stuff. I mean, I know I don't act religious, but I used to not even care about God. I always got mad at Him and blamed Him for everything. now I don't, I just get pissed at myself and other people (but mostly myself) and since God's not the one to blame and I need to vent, I bitch at everyone else and [used to] cut myself. Wow, I don't know how all this emotion came from talking about SYATP, but yeah. Whatever.

Yeah, I'm just gonna go. Now I just wanna think and I don't really feel like ranting or venting or anything anymore. So yeah... later.