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wow. I haven't written an entry in my live journal since 2005. granted it was december of 2005, so really it was only a little over a year.
here's an update. adam and i broke up, and we got back together AGAIN! imagine that. well, he moved just after christmas this year. all is well, he's good, i'm good, we're actually doing good together. I miss him like hell, and it's been a struggle, but i'm trying to hold on to a little faith without getting my hopes up. if it doesn't work this time then i'll just forget about him. i won't have to look at him, so it won't be so difficult. all though, this will really test the "maybe we're together out of habit theory." as much as it hurts, the distance will be good for both of us. it will give us some time to get our heads on straight. bottom line, i love him. there's nothing more to say.
i'm still living in the UP. adam once asked me to move to florida with him, but it's not in my budget right now. besides, he'll only be in FL for a year plus a couple months so it doesn't make sense for me to pack up and move just to do it again a few months later. not to mention, i would hate to move down there and then find out that we're really not supposed to be together. so, we may end up together when he's done with this school thing, but if not DC is becoming an ever more enticing idea.
not going to school yet. i thought about it, but i really just don't want to. finlandia university is close by, but i don't know what i'm going to be doing in the next couple of years, and they are notorious for having credits that don't transfer.
life is okay other than all that jazz. i turned 21, and partied like a rockstar for 3 days. i fell in love, and had my heart broken, by a boy that wasn't adam. ha. although i think i may have shaken his heart a little too. i miss him, really. we were tight, and sometimes i still wish i could just call him to talk. he was the ying to my yang. i'd come up with the rediculous ideas, and he, being the realist he is, was completely content with telling me how they would never work. maybe someday we'll be friends again. he's like an ex that i never actually dated. anyway, no hard feelings.
i'm a red-head now. the blonde is no more. the red with where it's at. not that anyone actually needs that information, i just thought i would throw it in there.
i suppose that's all that's left to be said. i'm pretty boring really. just work, and sleep. i watch alot of movies.
anyway, anyone want to know what else is new in my world, then drop me a line.
peace bitches.
-kallista
here's an update. adam and i broke up, and we got back together AGAIN! imagine that. well, he moved just after christmas this year. all is well, he's good, i'm good, we're actually doing good together. I miss him like hell, and it's been a struggle, but i'm trying to hold on to a little faith without getting my hopes up. if it doesn't work this time then i'll just forget about him. i won't have to look at him, so it won't be so difficult. all though, this will really test the "maybe we're together out of habit theory." as much as it hurts, the distance will be good for both of us. it will give us some time to get our heads on straight. bottom line, i love him. there's nothing more to say.
i'm still living in the UP. adam once asked me to move to florida with him, but it's not in my budget right now. besides, he'll only be in FL for a year plus a couple months so it doesn't make sense for me to pack up and move just to do it again a few months later. not to mention, i would hate to move down there and then find out that we're really not supposed to be together. so, we may end up together when he's done with this school thing, but if not DC is becoming an ever more enticing idea.
not going to school yet. i thought about it, but i really just don't want to. finlandia university is close by, but i don't know what i'm going to be doing in the next couple of years, and they are notorious for having credits that don't transfer.
life is okay other than all that jazz. i turned 21, and partied like a rockstar for 3 days. i fell in love, and had my heart broken, by a boy that wasn't adam. ha. although i think i may have shaken his heart a little too. i miss him, really. we were tight, and sometimes i still wish i could just call him to talk. he was the ying to my yang. i'd come up with the rediculous ideas, and he, being the realist he is, was completely content with telling me how they would never work. maybe someday we'll be friends again. he's like an ex that i never actually dated. anyway, no hard feelings.
i'm a red-head now. the blonde is no more. the red with where it's at. not that anyone actually needs that information, i just thought i would throw it in there.
i suppose that's all that's left to be said. i'm pretty boring really. just work, and sleep. i watch alot of movies.
anyway, anyone want to know what else is new in my world, then drop me a line.
peace bitches.
-kallista