there's no promise of safety...
on these second hand wings.
so, i realized that i never update, and so i thought i should. i don't really have a whole lot so say, but its 4 am, and i'm goign to bed soon, so i figured what the hell.
what's been happening in my life lately?
not whole lot.
I've been working alot, which is good, because i do in fact need to pay rent, and eat, and those kinds of things. but as good as it is to have money coming in, sometimes i just don't want to go to work. my boss is really lazy. he doesn't really do anything but stand around with his clipboard and make a few pasties. i only work 3 days next week. i'm looking forward to the break, but i need the money man. i wish they were 8 hour shifts, because i could live with that. but they are only 4 or 5 hours each.
adam is in guatemala until april 9th. it's been awefully quiet around here. i miss him, because i don't have anyone to talk to. even if we didn't have out much, i could still call him if i got bored at night, just to chat, and waste some time, but i'm not going to talk to him for two weeks. maybe at the end of these 2 weeks i won't need to talkt o him at all. that'd be swell.
i've been thinking about kristoph alot. i feel like an idiot, because i always wonder "what if?" i know he wasn't at all interested in me like that, so i just feel like a jackass. i don't know what it was, but there was something about him that made me feel stuff. sometimes i wish i'd never met him.
i've also been thinking about the people downstate. they never call me. i've called them...and i never get any calls back. fran called the other night, i'm going to call her tomorrow. and steph called one night when she was drunk. and i've talked to sunny. but for the most part the only person i talk to from down there is cara. i gues it doesn't matter if i stayed or not.
how sad.
this is turning into quite the book.
mandi and i hung out the other night. it was a completely bizarre day. i don't really want to go into detail, because it isn't important, but it was weird. probably because i was high.
i'm done with my mikes and i've smoked my last cigarette, so i think i'm going to go.
love always
konstantine
so, i realized that i never update, and so i thought i should. i don't really have a whole lot so say, but its 4 am, and i'm goign to bed soon, so i figured what the hell.
what's been happening in my life lately?
not whole lot.
I've been working alot, which is good, because i do in fact need to pay rent, and eat, and those kinds of things. but as good as it is to have money coming in, sometimes i just don't want to go to work. my boss is really lazy. he doesn't really do anything but stand around with his clipboard and make a few pasties. i only work 3 days next week. i'm looking forward to the break, but i need the money man. i wish they were 8 hour shifts, because i could live with that. but they are only 4 or 5 hours each.
adam is in guatemala until april 9th. it's been awefully quiet around here. i miss him, because i don't have anyone to talk to. even if we didn't have out much, i could still call him if i got bored at night, just to chat, and waste some time, but i'm not going to talk to him for two weeks. maybe at the end of these 2 weeks i won't need to talkt o him at all. that'd be swell.
i've been thinking about kristoph alot. i feel like an idiot, because i always wonder "what if?" i know he wasn't at all interested in me like that, so i just feel like a jackass. i don't know what it was, but there was something about him that made me feel stuff. sometimes i wish i'd never met him.
i've also been thinking about the people downstate. they never call me. i've called them...and i never get any calls back. fran called the other night, i'm going to call her tomorrow. and steph called one night when she was drunk. and i've talked to sunny. but for the most part the only person i talk to from down there is cara. i gues it doesn't matter if i stayed or not.
how sad.
this is turning into quite the book.
mandi and i hung out the other night. it was a completely bizarre day. i don't really want to go into detail, because it isn't important, but it was weird. probably because i was high.
i'm done with my mikes and i've smoked my last cigarette, so i think i'm going to go.
love always
konstantine