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[emo_jade419]

last night is the night i will forever remember as the night high school came to an end. the end of an era. I could tell he was starting to act funny. taking care of me. its how he is. or how he gets rather. prank was alot of fun. i felt like part of my class again. i love you all. im sorry ill never speak it, but i do. and i dont care what any of the teachers say. those moments are a key part of high school graduation. i would never have remembered u all the way i will now, if it wasnt for the moments we ran wild through our school. we owned it, together. I may not remember the details of last night. i dont even remember what time i went to sleep, if at all. but i do remember this. i told u i would die if u died. u told me u never felt needed before. how could u have never known? you who knows every inch of my body, heart, and soul. you who can give me a silent look and ill answer ur silent question. you who  instantly puts out one arm to safely catch me when i trip, without even looking. how could u have not known? I told you u were a part of me, always have been and always will be. u told me u loved me, always have and always would. i told you u were my soul mate. the rest is history.

some things i thought were always spoken so clearly to anyone who knows me, you yourself didnt know. how is that possible? you darling were my high school career. you my darling will always be remembered as the boy who i compare everyone to. and you my darling will never be forgotten, for you are the reason i lived through the last four years. from start to finish honey, you were my soul.

and im not sure, but im pretty sure, last night we just may have said goodbye.

Love you.
-me