& we sang
So i've done it. I've become the unattainable. the girl with everyone. the girl with no one. the girl who laughs and smiles and plays and shows that beautiful confidence to a T. Kisses cheeks and sits on laps, plays with her hair and knows everyone. glances away when boys get that look in their eye. brushes it off when a hand wants to be held. giggles like its no big deal when that "too serious" conversation comes up. I am the girl that i have wanted to be. I have the world at my finger tips. I have the adoration of many, without the chains to hold me down.
so why do i feel so bad?
so why do i feel so bad?