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I have Ten Thousand things to say. And One Million things holding my tongue.
Words: When i get an idea, a theory, an eppifany of any kind I automatically feel it in me to write it down. I sit there rolling the words over in my mind until they play just right, everything must fit and make perfect harmonious sense. like a song i have to finish, or else it feels incomplete and broken. What would i do without words? I think im going to start writting lyrics again, it's a good way to vent and get things out. Although I don't really have much to get out lately lol and oh yeah, i can never seem to finish a song cuz....
The Water Boy is on and i can't stop laughing. haha short attention span! :oD
People: Ive started wondering what the difference in people is. Why is it that some people click so automatically, and others just cant seem to get in synch? And is it possible to know the difference between the people who will enlighten ur life, and those who will tear it apart, before you even truely know each other? Sumone can be seemingly nice, the most generous kid you've met, but because sumthing else seems to have control over our lives, life just seems to be harder with that person. I believe friendships, and relationships of any kind are entirely based on chemistry. There is a certain small group of people on this Earth that we are predestined to meet with every ability to fall in love. but is it all chemistry? and is it possible to look at sumone and know that you could have amazing chemistry? Or is that simply attraction? What draws us to certain people, whom we would never think about being with? How is it that we can look at one person over and over for days and then all of a sudden catch sumthing in their eyes that instantly makes you want to know them? does circomstance play a part? cuz i know ive been in love with sumone with whom i had perfect chemistry, and it could have lasted forever, but we got in our own way and we could never find that chemistry within each other again. Why do we always get in the way of our own happiness?
Im rambling.. and im actually quite tired, so I think I'll go to sleep now :o)
Good Night World.
p.s. i bought a BOYS track jacket from Abercrombie today.. 20$ on sale... that's how i roll 8-)