Oct 06, 2004 20:58
I woke up this morning with my jaw swollen; my bottom right wisdom tooth is coming in and it HURTS. but i talked to dany and hopefully we got through all the crap. i am so stressed through, and it's really starting to show. i one of my best friend boys called and was like "what's wrong, u sound horrid!" and not even balanced hormones and my militant face washing routine can keep my face clear anymore. oy. but i applied to WCU today, so only 3 more applications to go. but things always look a little brighter in the morning u know. so hopefully with the 3 day weekend coming up and the ASVAB tomorrow i'll get the rest i need to make it.... btw, i learned not to trust one more person today. appearently while i was spilling my soul to her she was repeating every word i said to the person who was causing my torment! nice. that's a real friend for u right there, whenever you're down they're always there with a smile and a pat on the back... with a knife
...i guess this sounds worse than i really feel, this is just all the bad stuff. i'm not depressed or anythng, just run down most of the time. i'm still able to laugh and have fun, some of the time, just depends on w/ who, u know?