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Feb 17, 2006 18:19

im done.


So are you to me.... says:
hey you
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hey
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how are you doing?
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im alright
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how are you?
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im... ok i guess... i hurt everywhere
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im sorry
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i wish i was there to take care of you
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wb
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sorry
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my connection is horrible in here
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its ok
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=\...im nervous talking to you
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why?
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i dunno
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cause its been awhile
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yea
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im sorry... i should have been on more... its just alex didnt bring my comp until today
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its ok
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its just, i thought it was cuz you didnt wanna talk to me anymore
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no of course not
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i mean im still in the hospital.. and ive been wanting to get online and he just hasnt brought it to me
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i know, like i didnt think it was b/c something happen to you, until alex told me
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oh.... im sorry.. he told that he had just told you.. i was like shit its been weeks she prolly hates me
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did you send any emails... cause he didnt tell me about them if you did
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i sent one..and i feel bad about it now
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cuz all i said was.."i get it"
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cuz i thought, you were avoiding me
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oh
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but then i got the one from alex
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well i mean you didnt know i understand
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and im sorry for not letting you know sooner
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its hard cuz of the whole...distance thing
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yeah.... so whats been up anything interesting
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acually yea...a LOT of shit has happened to me
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some good, some bad
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oh no.... tell me the bad stuff first
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well..one night ashley and i were at ihop, and we were sitting there, and this drunk bum came in and sat across from us and first asked us to "fullfill his needs" and then snaped at us...then asked me if i liked tea and i said no, and thenhe sat next to me, and grabed my thigh and said how sexy i looked
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and started moving his hand closer to my....intersting parts
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what?! what an ass... what did you do
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then the securtiy guard came, and made him move up a couple booths, then as we were leaving he got up and followed us to my car
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but we like..ran and locked the doors and i was ready to run him over
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oh wow... im sorry.. are you guys ok
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yea..that was like...three weeks ago
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lol
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oh..
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was that all the bad stuff?
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i would have hit that guy
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i think so..
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you think so?
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yea, i thought there was more. but i think thats it
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well thats good.. i mean not that that happend but that thats all that happend
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yea
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then i got drunk with ashley, at this sports bar
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haha... anything intersting come from that
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well...i sorta....made out with ashley =\
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oh
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i know, i was like omg!
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the next morning
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well... hmm
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hehe
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wow
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lol
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i know, cuz she kept looking at me with those...i wanna make out eyes
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so finally i was liek wth im horny lets go
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oh... so does this mean that you liked it? or you were just really really drunk?
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really really really really really!!!! drunk
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ok good
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lol
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but dont worry cuz i was aware of everything,
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even when i was standing outside smoking this guy came up to me, and was like how are you tonight sweetie? and i cussed him out for calling me sweetie
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haha... thats my girl
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then we went to my car and i was about to drive home
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no!
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you didnt did you
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i didnt
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k good
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cuz i started to throw up
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oh man....
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and everytime i moved my head i threw up everywhere
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and ashley was fucked up
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ew... well.... wow... im sorry
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that really sucks
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yea
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but it was fun
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how did you get home
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i called my mom right before i passed out, cuz she told me before we left that if i couldnt drive i should call her so i did
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and now that i think about it, its really bad that we both passed out, cuz someone could have either raped us or stolen my car or something
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yeah... well im glad you both are ok
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so whats the good stuff that happend
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lol..that was it
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oh
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lol
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lol
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i colored my hair
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really now.. what color
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its like..dark redish brownish
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hot... i like
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and i started school last week
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yay!! they arent going to fuck anything up are they
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nope
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im just scared that im gunna fail math
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cuz i hate it
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aww.. what math are you taking
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maybe i can help
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just begining alegebra
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cuz im so dumb
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lol
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naw.. but if you need help let me know i got a 98 in that class
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aw
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yay!
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hehe
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you can be my tutor!
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lol
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right on
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i think..thats all thats happened to me
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really... thats all..
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well what am i talking about i havent done anything
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aw
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i got flowers out the ass and i think they are all dead now
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aw
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flowers dont last long
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no.... they dont
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like i was in icu for like two weeks and i wasnt awake but like three times and all i remember was alex talking to me about something and then i saw summer once.. then i woke up in my hospital bed and its been like a week in here.. hope fully i will be able to get out in like two weeks and work on walking again
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so they said that you should be able to?
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walk again?
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well they dont know.. they havent let me try.. but like sometimes i have feeling in them then other times i dont.. so its debatable right now
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hopefully i will be able to
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you will
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your a stronge man
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-e
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hehe.. thanks... im such a baby though... they give pain meds like on the hour
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it still hurts alot
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aw im sorry
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its cool...
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so where do we stand.. like its been awhile i just wanted to know if things have changed.. i mean if they have i understand
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its up to you
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cuz im not sure how you feel about me..or anything
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i feel the same way as before.
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so do i...if not stronger
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really?
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yea
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i mean, no matter what ever happens, i will still always care about you
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i know but caring and being together arent the same.. like i care about you to but i dont know if you want to be with me anymore.. i mean it wouldnt surprise me if you didnt..
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i do wanna be with you..more then anything. shit i would go up there right now for you. but i dont know if you want to be with me
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i have to be honest with you.... i care about you so much.. hell im in love with you but i dont knwo if it would work out... like i dont know if we would be good together.. we are online but its not the same as like in person.. how do you feel about that?? but dont doubt that i love you cause i do...
i am to you.... says:
if you dont wanna be with me, i understand
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but i dont understand how you can say that you love me, but you think it wont work out between us
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come on now thats not what i mean... im just scared cause its been awhile and people change and i just dont want to ruin what we have because we moved to fast
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sometimes love isnt enough and i want to make sure that before we do anything it will be enough...
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we'll never know, if we just keep it online
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thats true... but arent you scared
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yes..im scared to death
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but not about being with you
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im scared that we will take it too slow and you realize that im not worth it anymore
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i have to tell you this.. i honestly dont think im ready for a relationship right now.. im not secure i dont have money i have a kid im not sure if im going to be able to walk and i live so far away
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ok
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im sorry.. i mean i hate to use this cliche of we can still be friends but i mean i dont want to lose you but im not ready right now
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yea
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come on please say more than that.. yell at me if need be...
ash says:
wth do you want me to say?
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anything.. how your feeling... what your thinking...
ash says:
i care bout you so much and your sitting there telling me that it wont work. how do you think i feel?
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dont let me bring you down
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i mean isnt me telling you better than leading you on
ash says:
wth do you think you did before?
ash says:
saying you cared about me and shit
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no... that was real..... i didnt know that this shit would hapen to me
ash says:
i hate being so fucking stupid
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your not stupid at all....
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why would you be stupid
ash says:
yes i am, i belive everything a guy fucking tells me and im always the one that gets heart broken
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you think i dont care...
ash says:
apparently not enough
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i do care.. a hell of alot thats why im telling you this.. it isnt easy for me
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what do you want me to do.. be fake and lie to you... ive never lied to you about anything... i dont intent to either and that a hell of a lot more than some guy telling he loves you when he doesnt.. and a hell of a lot more than a guy who doesnt give a shit
ash says:
i dont get how your saying you care about me, yet you dont wanna be with me
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sorry
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but i do care about you
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i told you not to doubt it
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i mean i dont know what to say anymore... i thought you would appreciate it if i told you the truth
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are you there?
ash says:
yea
ash says:
i just dont understand why no one wants to be with me
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so...
ash says:
what?
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dont think i dont care.. please
ash says:
lol
ash says:
well i'll never get it
ash says:
at least i learned my lesson
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im sorry... i dont want us to end liek this.. on bad terms i didnt say never i said not right now
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but i mean i might have pissed you off enough for it to be never
ash says:
your making it sound likes it never
ash says:
you say it wont work
ash says:
hows it gunna work when you dont wanna be with me?
ash says:
and you havent pissed me off, youve hurt me theres a difference
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i never meant to hurt you... i thoguth if i told you the truth then you would not be hurt... i didnt want to hurt you in the future so i told you... im sorry
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i really am
ash says:
at least i know not to trust anyone
ash says:
even if i think its my soul mate
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dont do that... i feel guilty now and i dont want you to give up on that kind of stuff because of this
ash says:
lol too late for that
ash says:
i told you, that you were the last
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i know im not....
ash says:
yea...well your not feeling what im feeling right now
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how do you know what im feeling.. you really do think its easy for me to do this
ash says:
yea i do
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how can you say that
ash says:
cuz i dont understand
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well... im sorry.. i still want us to talk and be friends but i understand if you dont want to...
ash says:
yea
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so... you dont want to?
ash says:
does it really matter? we say we'll be friends but we both know, we wont talk
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no... i know that if im going to tell yu that i want to talk to you i really do.. and i will... its in your court right now...
ash says:
i dont really care right now. im mean if we're both on then sure. but nothing really matters right now to me
ash says:
but hey..thanks for giving up on me...it feels really great the thrid time
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well... i guess we will talk later then.. im sorry...
ash says:
yea
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