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Well I have to get up at six but I have so much on my mind I can't sleep.I guess I am sad. Mostly because I am thinking of Mel Mel leaving. It's only one year. Not like it's forever. But I am still sad. I have always had her to turn to, not that she won't be there for me, she just won't be here. But I am so happy for her. She deserves this trip. And I hope she has the time of her life.
Also I am very concerned on how I shall be paying for college. You see my family is so broke I am just giving my father my paychecks. Therefore no money for college. So I shall be looking for a second job very soon.
Also I am lonley. I hate Niagara falls because none of my friends are here. And all of my friends have boyfriends. It just sucks. Ya know feeling like you don't have someone.
Oh well enough self loathing. I am sick of myself. I shall try for some sleep now.
Also I am very concerned on how I shall be paying for college. You see my family is so broke I am just giving my father my paychecks. Therefore no money for college. So I shall be looking for a second job very soon.
Also I am lonley. I hate Niagara falls because none of my friends are here. And all of my friends have boyfriends. It just sucks. Ya know feeling like you don't have someone.
Oh well enough self loathing. I am sick of myself. I shall try for some sleep now.