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Ummm okay so the other night Sammy was here. And all I have to say is I had such a good time. Freakin crazy Mcdonalds, Yams, and scrambling to hide the evidence. Good Times.
So as of lately I am really not feeling so hot. I mean on the inside. Emotionally. Everytime I find a guy worth liking or talking to he ends up liking all of my friends more than me. Why am I not worth any guys time. I guess I should be used to it by now.
But I would like to make it clear I am not defining my own happiness by whether or not I have a signifigant other. I will not ever let a guy determine my happiness. But it just makes me sad that's all. And a little lonely. It's always nice to have someone. Who looks at you and is like "Yea that's her, the one that makes me smile" or some other corny shit like that.
Friday I am searching for a second job or a full time job. Unfortunalty the money situation in my household is the saddest one I have seen in years. So all in all that sucks.
MMMM Dark Water...worst movie I have seen in a while. Not reccomended to anyone.
So as of lately I am really not feeling so hot. I mean on the inside. Emotionally. Everytime I find a guy worth liking or talking to he ends up liking all of my friends more than me. Why am I not worth any guys time. I guess I should be used to it by now.
But I would like to make it clear I am not defining my own happiness by whether or not I have a signifigant other. I will not ever let a guy determine my happiness. But it just makes me sad that's all. And a little lonely. It's always nice to have someone. Who looks at you and is like "Yea that's her, the one that makes me smile" or some other corny shit like that.
Friday I am searching for a second job or a full time job. Unfortunalty the money situation in my household is the saddest one I have seen in years. So all in all that sucks.
MMMM Dark Water...worst movie I have seen in a while. Not reccomended to anyone.