Aug 11, 2005 18:17
i cant stop crying..i miss Jon a lot and i was supposed to see em today but it didnt quite work out..lets just say his moms a bitch. so now i get to sit at home and be depressed all day. and now i guess my mom is mad at me because..well actually i dont even understand why...i was like hustling her to get up so she could take me to Jons and so when she got up i got the call that told me that i wasnt goin to Jons so then she was like ok lets go and i was like well i guess im not going and she all bitchy about it..like i planned on the sudden change of plans so her and carl both were being mean to me it sucks i mean 1st i get all upset cause i cant see Jon who i miss more then ne thing and then im like getting introuble for it i dont know..i guess all i can do is cry now..i feel so..i dont know all i know is i feel like shit!