Feb 26, 2006 16:04
Onry fun I have nowadays is chillun on ffxi with people in my linkshell(www.destinyseekers.net)
doing pvp and events with them and working with rick, willy and talking to new friends ive made at papa johns.
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School is zzzz, dont really talk to anyone there much anymore and just want this year to end. yep.
Some of my best friends have changed so much, its sickening to me and yeah.
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Uhm, im still the same naive weird guy that came in freshman year.
No drugs, not into drinking or parties anymore. Dont smoke
Self consicious to the max around people and a nervous guy at most times.
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I want to move somewhere else and be a completely different person, because I hate myself the way I am here and the way im viewed
Well just certain things about myself, not everything is shitty
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This is a rant
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I miss talking to all the people I used to at times.
Some people more than others
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Eric Major is the man. Sorry for going emo soon as i started getting warmed up to the chill group
Rick and Willy are the man too, thanks for the job.
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Sharon = huh
That one girl I was into for a few(forgot her name)= take care
Tab(cant spell her name atm) = is really shibby and shes cute, but prolly taken and wouldnt be intrested in a black guy that wears tight jeans
('A')v
Prom by myself would be retarded and I dont want to be a gimpass and be one of the guys that go by themselves
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This is a rant yey
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Papa Johns is awesome.
Girl on my New Horizons bus works there.
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People skills need so much work.
Playing FFXI and no skating owned me in the face hard.
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Im so getting waves.
Just to say ive had them.
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Luke, we need to hit up the gym bro.
Us skinny people need to stick together.
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Wish I was taller so I could should look like the lead from underoath.
Just not white and with crazy hair, but with the skinny and lankyness and cool tee.
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Yeah im african, and I have a big cock
Wanna fight about it?
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Im so never going on another date till I get my own ride.
Jesus..
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Without Cable Internet I would prolly be asleep 90% of the day.
And getting all A's in school and going to some college in Missouri to see Kali.
This mad cool chick I met over FFXI, yeah its the onry way dorks can feel comfortable with the other sex.
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This is rant.
Im prolly going to kick myself after coming to my senses.
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I did this after reading a couple of friends livejournals and xangas.
So emo and depressing and out in the open.
Impersonal.
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So I'll do the same
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Im sure everyone will go what the fuck, but please go ahead.
I dont read this thing anyway but once a month.
But I should post more, whenever I regain a life.
If that ever happens?
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FFXI has devoured my soul.
WoW with Will and Rick will kill me to the outside world by 99.9%.
Papa Johns is the .1%, school doesn't count since Im just there to be there.
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THE END™