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well...things at work are going...
I finally got myself a cellphone (so if you want, ask and you'll get my digits).
In another note, things at work are good for the most part, professionally anyways. But socially, things are blah. I have some cool friends, however, things I guess, arent always what they seem. The guy that I was crushing on, and I arent on great terms anymore. Which is partially my fault, but im trying my best to fix it. However, there's a girl there who likes him too. And its just getting old cuz she is always trying to be in MY good graces, but in the same token, seems to be ruining any chance of redemption w said boytoy. I thought I left all of that childish highschool bull crap behind. But I guess shit like this is just gonna follow me everywhere.
I'm just getting sick of how this girl is embellishing on things that I tell her. I can tell her taht me and boy were talking, and she tells him taht I'm giving her all the dirty details. It's starting to get old. I swear, if it isnt the confused bisexuals, than its the dramatic wal-mart workeres who are making life difficult.
I told her not to bring him up around me anymore, cuz I'm really working on just being friends with this guy. Let's hope that I can keep up with this, cuz we all know how much of a sucker I am for a sweet smile, tee hee.
I dunno...I just miss how things used to be...
Speaking of how things used to be, a piece of my past has returned. The Peffercorn himself, Greg. It's strange how things like that work out, he used to hate me, and now it seems like he's calling me everyday. I really did miss him, he was one of my best friends, and than my rival and my enemy. But now its just surreal how much we're making the effort to be friends again.
However, of course, there's trouble in paradise. Raychel isnt too thrilled at the fact that we're talking again. I feel like a child who's parent's are getting a divorce. Stuck between two people who at some point in time, were important to me. Greg used to be my best friend, and than Raychel came into the picture, and she's been my bestfriend since, even when Greg wasnt. She's always going to be the Grace to my Will, but sometimes you just need another guy around, even if it is to talk about designer clothes and Gwen Stefani. He's the only GUY that really ever understood me, I just wish she could understand that.
What should I do? Yes, they broke up, and both are trying to move on, but what do I choose? Greg, the guy friend, the ghost from the past, who in all reality, I did miss alot. Or Raychel, my best friend, the girl I love, my rock. Is it possible to try to juggle between the two of them?
I finally got myself a cellphone (so if you want, ask and you'll get my digits).
In another note, things at work are good for the most part, professionally anyways. But socially, things are blah. I have some cool friends, however, things I guess, arent always what they seem. The guy that I was crushing on, and I arent on great terms anymore. Which is partially my fault, but im trying my best to fix it. However, there's a girl there who likes him too. And its just getting old cuz she is always trying to be in MY good graces, but in the same token, seems to be ruining any chance of redemption w said boytoy. I thought I left all of that childish highschool bull crap behind. But I guess shit like this is just gonna follow me everywhere.
I'm just getting sick of how this girl is embellishing on things that I tell her. I can tell her taht me and boy were talking, and she tells him taht I'm giving her all the dirty details. It's starting to get old. I swear, if it isnt the confused bisexuals, than its the dramatic wal-mart workeres who are making life difficult.
I told her not to bring him up around me anymore, cuz I'm really working on just being friends with this guy. Let's hope that I can keep up with this, cuz we all know how much of a sucker I am for a sweet smile, tee hee.
I dunno...I just miss how things used to be...
Speaking of how things used to be, a piece of my past has returned. The Peffercorn himself, Greg. It's strange how things like that work out, he used to hate me, and now it seems like he's calling me everyday. I really did miss him, he was one of my best friends, and than my rival and my enemy. But now its just surreal how much we're making the effort to be friends again.
However, of course, there's trouble in paradise. Raychel isnt too thrilled at the fact that we're talking again. I feel like a child who's parent's are getting a divorce. Stuck between two people who at some point in time, were important to me. Greg used to be my best friend, and than Raychel came into the picture, and she's been my bestfriend since, even when Greg wasnt. She's always going to be the Grace to my Will, but sometimes you just need another guy around, even if it is to talk about designer clothes and Gwen Stefani. He's the only GUY that really ever understood me, I just wish she could understand that.
What should I do? Yes, they broke up, and both are trying to move on, but what do I choose? Greg, the guy friend, the ghost from the past, who in all reality, I did miss alot. Or Raychel, my best friend, the girl I love, my rock. Is it possible to try to juggle between the two of them?