Jul 18, 2004 00:28
well, yah, my subject pretty much tells it all... I am feeling really lonely right now, cause one, i don't have a boyfriend, and two my very bestest friend just up and decided that she didn't want to be my friend. Life is just a crazy hell whole if you ask me, but anyways. Right now I am just getting lost in the music that is playing, and I just... idk, i just. For those of you who don't know me all to well, music is by far the biggest part of my life. I am a drummer, and that's what I do, i drum. And right now I can't do that cause my dad is being fecking gay and won't let me set my set up right now. So that leaves me with a big fucking whole in my life. Here let me put it into an equation for you:
me - my drums = really bad, and a really sad life
Meh, idk, life just sucks right now for me. Until my life gets pulled back into what is known as reality, everything will be colorful. Nope, no shades for me, just color(blah).