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some days im so sure of where i am, who im with, and what im doing
but other days its feels like im completely lost
maybe if i could communicate my thoughts better
maybe if i stopped my mumbling habit
i feel like i always have something good to say but never know how to say it
i wish i could fix that, i think people wouldnt get me so mixed up
or maybe if i did know how to communicate things, i still wouldnt
i tend to bottle things up anyways
but that gets me nowhere, that gets me right back to the beggining of this entry
because when i bottle things up, thats when people start to misunderstand me
im a creature of habit
but i hate when people assume that about me, or other people
just because someone does something once, doesnt mean they will do it all the time
just because something bothers someone once, doesnt mean thats always whats bothering them.
i need to stop worrying about tomorrow, and sort out today, because if the present is a mess, the future is never going to get any better
im not trying to be philosophical or any of that dumb shit, im trying to sort out whats wrong with me. i probably should make this friends only, but then that would lead back to the no one understanding me part.
but other days its feels like im completely lost
maybe if i could communicate my thoughts better
maybe if i stopped my mumbling habit
i feel like i always have something good to say but never know how to say it
i wish i could fix that, i think people wouldnt get me so mixed up
or maybe if i did know how to communicate things, i still wouldnt
i tend to bottle things up anyways
but that gets me nowhere, that gets me right back to the beggining of this entry
because when i bottle things up, thats when people start to misunderstand me
im a creature of habit
but i hate when people assume that about me, or other people
just because someone does something once, doesnt mean they will do it all the time
just because something bothers someone once, doesnt mean thats always whats bothering them.
i need to stop worrying about tomorrow, and sort out today, because if the present is a mess, the future is never going to get any better
im not trying to be philosophical or any of that dumb shit, im trying to sort out whats wrong with me. i probably should make this friends only, but then that would lead back to the no one understanding me part.