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well i got home from work early...brought home a peice of chocolate cream pie...yummm...and i'm probably just gonna sit here until jimmy comes online...i drove past his house and he was sitting outside with his mom so hopefully he gets on soon...but for now...i guess this is good bye...
i really want to talk to jimmy right now...with work and school and everything i feel like we are drifting apart, we really don't talk much anymore. i love jimmy to death, i would never part with him but i just feel lonley now that summer ended. i need someone to cuddle with everynight, i need someone to have long conversations with, i need someone to love me. i mean jimmy loves me...like LOVES me. but i just feel so alone. sometimes i wish i didn't have to have a job, just so i could come over his house at night like after school and just watch movies like we used to. i miss the summer. star gazing and watching endless movies. god i miss that so much. i just want summer to come again but by next summer i'll be shipped off to college...i feel as if i am never going to see my one true love again. i really want to be able to take him somewhere for spring break but i don't know if his mom is gonna agree with that. god sometimes i just wish i was the same age as him. i wish i didn't have to go to college...i wish that everything could just stay the way it was like in the summer. and now i don't even know if i can go see a movie with him. i haven't been to the theater in ages and this is my one chance to go out and see something that we both want to watch. and i might not get the day off...life is just crappy for me right now...and i want it all to be fixed...
i love you so much jimmy...
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i really want to talk to jimmy right now...with work and school and everything i feel like we are drifting apart, we really don't talk much anymore. i love jimmy to death, i would never part with him but i just feel lonley now that summer ended. i need someone to cuddle with everynight, i need someone to have long conversations with, i need someone to love me. i mean jimmy loves me...like LOVES me. but i just feel so alone. sometimes i wish i didn't have to have a job, just so i could come over his house at night like after school and just watch movies like we used to. i miss the summer. star gazing and watching endless movies. god i miss that so much. i just want summer to come again but by next summer i'll be shipped off to college...i feel as if i am never going to see my one true love again. i really want to be able to take him somewhere for spring break but i don't know if his mom is gonna agree with that. god sometimes i just wish i was the same age as him. i wish i didn't have to go to college...i wish that everything could just stay the way it was like in the summer. and now i don't even know if i can go see a movie with him. i haven't been to the theater in ages and this is my one chance to go out and see something that we both want to watch. and i might not get the day off...life is just crappy for me right now...and i want it all to be fixed...
i love you so much jimmy...
XXX