I hate my life

[emo_dan18]

Not much else to it than that, i told brianne how i feel
nuthing
i know she just wants me as a friend
i dunno what to do
i think of her all day and night and in my dreams
i hate love
its not for me
i only love her
am i retarded
i must be
she doesnt love me like that anymore
no one does
other than that
tonights proably the last night i will se jake my cat
hes 14
had him since i was 4
hes sick and my mom says if he needs to be put down he will be
why does my life have to suck so much
someone save me
i want to be wanted
someone plz
im trapped
someone kill me so i dont feel this pain
plz...
in all honesty...i done feel i deserve her
her bueatiful smile
laugh
shes the most gorgeous female in this whole world
i wish she would love me again
i dont know what i did..ppl say i didnt do anything
but still
i hate me
someone save me