Just writing
i think I should write more often just to clear my head and i shouldnt really care who reads it right? but i guess i care because i want to see or know if anyone cares about me. I know my baby boo(hee hee i made a funny!)) loves me but if my friends are truely my friends they would care right? Tonight is one of my friends birthdays and also tonight is one of my friends birthday party's and im def going because i care and i want to stay friend s even though we arent in the same school anymore. Anyway to change the subject i have a really annoying guy sitting next to me and by the way im in school. My dad called me after i think like 4 months and apologized which is good i guess and im going to see him saturday night, he wants to spend time with me for my birthday wonder what im going to get if im going to get anything at all, yesturday was really creepy i saw someone who looked alot like my dad and i was talking about my dad too when i saw him so that was weird. KIRSTIE IM SORRY TO HEAR THAT YOU WOUNT BE ABLE TO SEE YOUR BABY BOO AND I WISH THERE WAS SOMETHING I CAN DO ABOUT THAT BECAUSE I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO NOT SEE YOUR BABY BOO. I'll be there though and im going to be a kitty cat!! couldnt think of anything else sorry but i love ya!!! Anyways i miss hanging out with just the girls but im also scared of getting backstabbed like i did more than once its hard to trust someone when they've hurt you trust me i know and its hard to get that trust back trust me i know. anyway i must end this with I miss serg and I love him and I guess I'll see people tonight and lastly Happy Friday the 13th!! and happy birthday Isis and Kirstie!!!! Love ya both!!!!!!♥♥