been way to long
I know i havent updated in a while not that anyone will care what I write but w/e I'm extremely happy but i just hope things go well this weekend Im in love with serg so much in love with him. I just want to say that i hope i dont cry on my 17th birthday cause it seems as though since i turned 13 i've cried on all my birthdays whether cause i got in trouble for stupid shit or my heart got broken Im healing well from my surgery which is good i guess i'l be taking the regualr bus very soon and i'll get to be with serg so yay. Ok so you all are probably like well im skipping this shit cause all she is going to write is about how in love she is with serg and how she never wants him to go and just talk about him well no not this time. I decided to tell alittle bit about whats been going on at home and with me. School seems to be going great for me now which is good but sadly thats only a little bit of good news besides serg the rest just happens to be bad news. My mother cries everynight begging for the pain to go away im not out as much anymore cause im home taking care of my mother my ex raul probably still hates my guts for reasons unknown to me my father seems to think i lie to him all the damn time and i cant be myself around him. I was told this year was gonna be a good year for me well it better get better and hopefully things will get better when im 17 I guess you could say im a bit excited about turning 17 but im not showing it. people keep asking me what i want for my birthday but i really dont know and i've stopped writing lyrics well thats it for now ms green is coming