kinda mad but at tha same time.. love...
hey yall... kay so my dads an asshole and i hope he dies.. like a lot.. not a lil dead like a lot dead.. i hope he has like a stroke.. god damn hes an ass.. so im in my room rite now listening ta my music full blast.. i know any minute they will be coming in telling me ta turn it down.. oh well.. they can kiss my ass... mwahahaha.. hrm.. my moms a bitch.. shes taking my dads side.. but thats nothing new.. oh well.. hrmm.. okay.. like theres this one guy.. and i told myself that no matter what happens i wont like him cos i dont wanna like him cos im sick of getting attached ta ppl and getting hurt after i get attached.. but i think that im starting ta like him.. ugh fuck.. i dont wanna tho.. w/e.. lets just see what happens.. i just know i will end up getting hurt tho.. OMG I FUCKING HOPE MY PARENTS DIE.. LIKE NOW! I HOPE THEY BOTH FUCKING HAVE STROKES AND DIE A SLOW AND FUCKING PAINFUL DEATH.. MY PARENTS DO NOT DESERVE TA LIVE ANYMORE.. ARENT THEY OLD ENOUGH TA DIE YET?? UGH..W/E.. NO YOU JUST DONT UNDERSTAND HOW FUCKING PISSED THEY GET ME.. LIKE.. UGH.. I WANT THEM DEAD.. AND I SWEAR TA FUCKING CHRIST I WOULDNT CARE IF THEY DIED RITE NOW.. I JUST LIKE UGH.. I HAVE LIKE AN ANGER PROBLEM ER SOMETHING LOL.. BUT NO SERIOUSLY.. I FUCKING HATE MY PARENTS THEY ARE BOTH FUCKING ASSHOLES.. anywho.. lets try and move on.. uhm.. i asked my mom if i could go ta my grandparents house and shes like no cos youre gonna miss church.. i go ta church with my grandparents.. shes sooo fucking dumb i dont even believe in god anyways.. i think hes just a crock of shit.. but my parents are in this whole lets act like we are holy shit and go ta church and worship him.. its a load of crock! i just hope they fucking die.. like seriously you dont understand.. they dont deserve ta live.. when i get older and i have my kids.. im not gonna raise them like they raise me.. im not gonna be an asshole and have my kids hate me like i hate them.. but w/e.. anywho.. imma go now.. im just.. ugh iono.. i have nothing more ta say.. love you much ex oh ex oh.. byee