fell in love

[emo_cabbie]

so its been a while. schools been out for a while so i havent written . went to ambers party it was good fun. amber ur so not aloud to drink that much. haha. after that lets see, this last 2 weeks have been a blur. i started hang out with this boy that i have liked the majority of my life.his name is tyler gucwa. the majority of the people that read know who he is. i feel in love with him. then tuesday he left for the army. ive thrown my self in to this depresstion. but ill be ok. we plan on spending the rest of our lives together but promises are just promises and they can be broken.i just hope he doesnt, i know that i wont. he comes back in 4 months, then leaves agian for 2 years. but i can handle this. if he gets station in the us than im moving to where ever he is.
god i love him so much.