it all sucks
everyone in the world hates me....including me so how can i be mad? but i am.god i'm fucking crying my eyes out and my dad is bewildered. a total of 6 people hate me right now...alot.and 3 mildly.i want to die i'm too fucking dumb to even kill myself..it didn't work last time...what am i good for.god the only person who used to lissen is gone.i miss him.i miss me.i'm not myself i'm some other person who i hate and every time i look in the mirror i want to cry..and do.why an i writing this?..i'm honestly fucking pathetic. god i don't blame the people who are mad..i agree with them. and i wish i was them.when will it all end..i wanted to find the day when i don't worry about people talking about me or hating me..then i realized it's not them...it's me and that day will never come. i am a bad person.and the whole world knows it.