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Nov 04, 2006 04:23

Sometimes it's best to watch your ship sail away...

After everything you've put me through, everything you've done..
I'm now seeing that its best it is over..
I'm now seeing Im happy that its over, and that I will be ok.
I'm glad I see this, and I'm glad I was able to talk to you tonight about this.
Goodbye Matt, I'll always love you..
But I'm never going tobe in love wth you again.
I hope we can work this out to be friends, cuz Id hate to loose a good friend
But I guess I've always known that you were nothing more then that...

and its true.. you want what you cant have,
and I think thats why I tried so much to be with you...
I knew it was over, and I knew we both wanted it to be..
Just hard to believe it is over..
But happy.. very happy it is
It's like a refielf for me now, I can breathe again..
I can be free again and happy with someone else..
Im so ready to let go

It's weird how love is so fucked up.. and its funny how this has all happened.
Most of all Im more surprised with that fact Im really ok with it all...
And I cant wait to start my new chapter in my life...
As everyone has been telling me,  I'm better off!
Well they are right, and I know it for myself... 
And you are better off too.. why bother fighting for something that is only good 1/2 the time.
I want freworks and butterflies with someone new now..
I want all the amazing things about a boyfriend back...
I dont want to always remember the things you've done to hurt me over and over..
And for that I'll never be with you again...
I won't be with someone who ties me down, how messes with my head and hurts me...
You are too much liek Joel and high shcool.. and I wont go to that place in my life agian.

IM FREE AND HAPPY!

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