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Why am I always the understanding friend? If I can relate to how you are feeling it is most likely because I feel that way about you and you don't even realize it. Why can't you get that through your bloody head? I mean of course I don't make it extremely obvious, I do try to hide it because I'm afraid of what you'll think, but Jesus Christ, I do give little hint hoping you'll get the point. I just want to come straight out and say it, but I can't, I'm scared to do it.....I guess it is the rejection part that I'm afraid of, everyone hates to be rejected, it sucks major balls. But, who knows, maybe things will change one day. I'll just have to wait and hope and then we shall see.