please just let me die
I don't want to do this anymore. I'm so tired.
Please, I can't do this anymore. Let me sleep and never wake up. I hate how tenaciously my body clings to life. Just fucking die, you piece of shit.
I'm sick of waking only to resent having survived to exist for another day. Give this life to someone more worthy. Someone who will cherish and appreciate and recognise this as a gift instead of shouldering it like a burden.