shitty weather = shitty mood
I finally figured out why I can't wait for college. It's not cause I hate anyone ...at all...but as a sit here for the third night in a row I realize that maybe I have no friends, maybe no one cares enough, maybe I have secluded myself from some people, maybe I do deserve to feel this way. I should stop wanting to run away form everything; what makes me think this will get any better if I'm 1000 miles away. Its just lately I've felt so alone, like I have no close friends anymore, and no one gives a shit. I'm also tired of one person who makes promises and breaks them (ALL THE TIME). I hate feeling this way, feeling like a loser. I should be the one who makes an attempt, but seriously how many people will take me seriously and actually hang out with me, not just say that they will. Have I really made myself an outcast from everyone. Cause I can't remember the last time anyone called me or asked me to hangout with them.
AND i try so hard to let people know I care about them...and I promise that I don't do that just for recognition or so they'll be nice to me in return. BELIEVE me I've learned not to expect that. I guess all my funs gone and I'm officially a loser. I never really thought that I was that boring until now. Go ahead make fun off me...cause I know some of you love to do that.
AND i try so hard to let people know I care about them...and I promise that I don't do that just for recognition or so they'll be nice to me in return. BELIEVE me I've learned not to expect that. I guess all my funs gone and I'm officially a loser. I never really thought that I was that boring until now. Go ahead make fun off me...cause I know some of you love to do that.