Hey ladies

[emnash17]

So it has been forever since we have hung out. Not becasue of lack of attempts though. I feel sooooo shity about not being able to go to chicago with you guys. So this is going to be the deep journal entry, just to let you know in advance. I feel soooo guilty that I am not going to chicago with you guys, but I am going to chicago with Sam and

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here i am

[mesmerized24601]

BLECH i dont know what else to type but i feel like there are a million things left to be said, i just need to know your responce before i know what those things are. There is no need to making [me]you just wipe out a day a week, or evening , so that we can hang out. this should be a friendship not an appointment, if you mean a day that you are not doing school work that you can have to just relax and hang out i understand but if you mean "i need at least one day to not hang out with the more fun two of my friends so that marisa and michelle dont feel left out" then i have a problem with it. Look I am in this friendship for the long run i plan on you standing up in my wedding so dont fuck this up over some silly stuff, just be honest with us and yourself! And them. I think you are the type that wants to please everyone, like me, I think that if WE would of thought ahead this chicago thing could of been prevented, and I think that that sucks big time but oh well what are we going to do now? there is nothing to do exept suck up the seventy bucks and think ahead more next time. Alright i am really going this time i am not going to type anything else just know that if anything sounded harsh i didnt mean it that way i just value your friendship and feel that this is how we all grow into better people, through eachother!

peace, love, and MOOSE....oh Aja's pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Call me about this weekend because i didnt remember that marisa is helping tashi move in the morning and i am supposed to be there to but we need to make a time and there is a movie comming out i forgot what it is but we need to get together anyways right..