It's always better on holiday, that's why we only work when we need the money...
I handed in my notice at work today. No, I do not have another job. I just can't face working there anymore. So I've decided to give myself a christmas break, I've brought all the presents I need and saved up a little bit to keep me going until I find somewhere else (although january probably isn't the best month to go job hunting). All the stress from work and 6th form and home was making me really ill so the doctor told me I needed to cut some of it out, and offered to write a sick note. But I thought this was the perfect opportunity to get out the place. After last night - from 5pm until 1:30am without a break or even a sit down - I just thought I don't need this right now, and I don't NEED the money so why stay? But now I feel kind of weak, because I feel that maybe it wasn't that bad and I'm just a spoilt little girl who doesn't really appriciate anything. I'm sure other people would be able to cope with my life, it's just me who is too...
I should feel free and relieved about all of this. At least I now have a couple of weeks where I can concentrate on getting all my a-level work up to date and start revising for my exams in january. I really don't want to have to re-sit them again in june (i have 13 hours worth of english exams in june already, thanks).
I should feel free and relieved about all of this. At least I now have a couple of weeks where I can concentrate on getting all my a-level work up to date and start revising for my exams in january. I really don't want to have to re-sit them again in june (i have 13 hours worth of english exams in june already, thanks).