I tell myself I've learned my lesson, but I don't want to walk away

[emmyviv]

I wish it was last September.
So we could lose ourselves in crowds everyday.
'Cuz Emaline, don't walk in time,
she's not the same that's all you can say.

They're talking now.
Does she know what they're saying?
She's got the air, to float above it.
I'm sinking in the summer champagne.

Yeah, what advice, Girls need attention.
Or are you different than all mine?
For all it's worth, she's got attention.
But people accuse you black and white.

I'm really bummed, and I don't know why. I haven't felt like this in several weeks. I have incredible people in my life and everything's looking up. This morning was adorable, too.

But maybe it's the result of my lack of sleep

.....or the fact that I have to go back to work tomorrow

.....or because I read something that made me sad

.....or because I'm yet to see Kristen's tongue ring in the flesh

.....or because I'm missing the race I told Christina I would go to

Whatever. Tonight should make me smile.

*em