...and bored out of my mind
I haven't been bored in a REALLY long time.
This is the first day in a while when I have actually not had a single commitment to deal with. At the same time, it turns that's kind of a bad thing.
It's June 5th. Juuuune 5th. That date doesn't mean much at ALL.
Actually, I think its Raquel's birthday. She was my neighbor and best friend as a kid. When I was 10 and I established my first bank account I tried to make her birthday my pin number. 6-5-87. Somehow I messed it up. I guess I didn't know how to count... but I didn't get that the month of June was the number 6. So My pin number ISN'T 6587 for all you who just created a crazy elaborate scheme to steal my bank card and take out the $9.34 that I have to my name. However, I always remember Raquels birthday now.
Speaking of the fact that I have no money... I really need to get a job. Unfortunately, I only have 20 days left until I go to camp (PS- SOOOO EXCITED!) But yeah... I dont think that a job exsists that would allow me to work for such a short duration. But I owe everyone money... and I'm so sick of going out and not being able to pay for myself. And I hate having not enough money to get a manicure for prom... or buy new jewelry. But my mom is sick of giving me money all the time, too. I want to say: "BUT MOM! IT'S MY PROM NIGHT! COME ON!" but... I've already been to semi twice, and prom once... so I guess the excitement of paying for her little girl to be done up for "the big night" has worn away for her.
I think I'm going to go be productive. I have so much I should be doing. That whole prom thing just made me realize that I still need to go get that tag removed from my dress. You know those little beige tags that you can't remove yourself that they put on everything in department stores? The lady friggin forgot to take mine off my prom dress when I bought it!!
Last thing to say... I feel like I'm in a really awkward place right now because there are so many people I want to be spending time with, but it's really hard to dedicate my time to them all. This is a time when I want to be saying goodbye to old friends, chilling with my best ones, and spending as much time with Jeremy as I can. All three simply can't be done... and ESPECIALLY not now that my mom has taken away my car.
That really blows.
This is the first day in a while when I have actually not had a single commitment to deal with. At the same time, it turns that's kind of a bad thing.
It's June 5th. Juuuune 5th. That date doesn't mean much at ALL.
Actually, I think its Raquel's birthday. She was my neighbor and best friend as a kid. When I was 10 and I established my first bank account I tried to make her birthday my pin number. 6-5-87. Somehow I messed it up. I guess I didn't know how to count... but I didn't get that the month of June was the number 6. So My pin number ISN'T 6587 for all you who just created a crazy elaborate scheme to steal my bank card and take out the $9.34 that I have to my name. However, I always remember Raquels birthday now.
Speaking of the fact that I have no money... I really need to get a job. Unfortunately, I only have 20 days left until I go to camp (PS- SOOOO EXCITED!) But yeah... I dont think that a job exsists that would allow me to work for such a short duration. But I owe everyone money... and I'm so sick of going out and not being able to pay for myself. And I hate having not enough money to get a manicure for prom... or buy new jewelry. But my mom is sick of giving me money all the time, too. I want to say: "BUT MOM! IT'S MY PROM NIGHT! COME ON!" but... I've already been to semi twice, and prom once... so I guess the excitement of paying for her little girl to be done up for "the big night" has worn away for her.
I think I'm going to go be productive. I have so much I should be doing. That whole prom thing just made me realize that I still need to go get that tag removed from my dress. You know those little beige tags that you can't remove yourself that they put on everything in department stores? The lady friggin forgot to take mine off my prom dress when I bought it!!
Last thing to say... I feel like I'm in a really awkward place right now because there are so many people I want to be spending time with, but it's really hard to dedicate my time to them all. This is a time when I want to be saying goodbye to old friends, chilling with my best ones, and spending as much time with Jeremy as I can. All three simply can't be done... and ESPECIALLY not now that my mom has taken away my car.
That really blows.