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I hate when I feel like I am being compared to someone or some time in one's memory, even when I'm compared to what I once was. It seems recently that has constantly been happening. I cannot help who I am, or what I have become. I have made many poor choices that affected some, mostly myself, in a negative manner. I do not find it fair that people feel the need to throw my shortcomings in my face. I have no control of the past or the things that others might do.
I try quite hard to make sure I am doing my best to please everyone around me, without compromising myself.
My mind is such a cluster of thoughts, and I can't even begin to put them in words. This is frustrating to me. I used to pride myself on being able to express my thoughts. I am not sad. In fact, i am excited about the things happening around me. I suppose I was right when I said I was in transition, not in my comfort zone.
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