covered with scars i did nothing to earn
*"Still Hurting" -The Last 5 Years
I wrote this a couple of months ago. It seems quote-worthy.
You can’t only be friends with someone when you want to be. You can’t say, “Oh, she’s in a bad mood today, so I’m not going to talk to her.” That bad mood day is when she needs you. If you’re not there for her, she’s going to stay in that bad mood and you’ll never talk to her again. But maybe that’s what you want. Maybe you want her to be in a bad mood forever so you never do have to talk to her again. Maybe those bad days of silence are more than worth the days you have to suffer through pretending you’re her friend on the “good” days.
I wrote this a couple of months ago. It seems quote-worthy.
You can’t only be friends with someone when you want to be. You can’t say, “Oh, she’s in a bad mood today, so I’m not going to talk to her.” That bad mood day is when she needs you. If you’re not there for her, she’s going to stay in that bad mood and you’ll never talk to her again. But maybe that’s what you want. Maybe you want her to be in a bad mood forever so you never do have to talk to her again. Maybe those bad days of silence are more than worth the days you have to suffer through pretending you’re her friend on the “good” days.