all i do is question
*"Questions" -The Christmas Schooner
I just remembered that Ginger's not coming back... ever. I'll never, ever see my baby again. She died 20 days ago now... shouldn't I be over it by now? I want my baby back soooooooo bad. I was cooking breakfast this morning, screwed up, and almost threw everything on the floor for her to come clean up. Then I realized that the food would just sit there all day and I actually had to throw my scrap food away for the first time in my life. That probably sounds like the most stupid thing ever to anyone who's reading this, but it's little things like that every day that just break my heart more than I can possibly say. I miss her SO much. Can't I just have her back here with me?
I'm off to dream about her again, because that's all that happens when I sleep.
::bawling::
I just remembered that Ginger's not coming back... ever. I'll never, ever see my baby again. She died 20 days ago now... shouldn't I be over it by now? I want my baby back soooooooo bad. I was cooking breakfast this morning, screwed up, and almost threw everything on the floor for her to come clean up. Then I realized that the food would just sit there all day and I actually had to throw my scrap food away for the first time in my life. That probably sounds like the most stupid thing ever to anyone who's reading this, but it's little things like that every day that just break my heart more than I can possibly say. I miss her SO much. Can't I just have her back here with me?
I'm off to dream about her again, because that's all that happens when I sleep.
::bawling::